Disastrous Day...
>> Wednesday, October 15, 2008
* This blogpost is composed while I am in the office *
Bad practice, yeah.. but who the hell cares!!
----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Quite a number of people have been asking me why I look down and all when I came into the office today - and yes, they are right.. at the moment of writing this, the picture below illustrates how I am feeling deep inside!!
Life is not a bed of roses and I totally understand that but what has happened to me is just amazingly unbelievable. I have told myself not to whine anymore for one should take 100% full responsibility of his/her life - Therefore, I am now doing whatever that I can now to make things happen and I will not give up easily. I allowed myself to be in the depression mode for one day and I want to get over it ASAP!
Yesterday was indeed a crazy day for me - Feeling sad, depressed, down, angry, frsutrated, demotivated, and etc.. I was staying back at home due to a few reasons and one of them was because I was sick! Fuk it man, I was down with sorethroat and flu! It could be due to the sleepless night!
It is times like this when you finally realise how some of your friends are really close to you and care a lot about you too. Knowing that I hadn't had lunch, Angie came to accompany me for a quick lunch around my area and made sure I felt OK with whatever that just happened. She later arranged a karaoke session for me so that I could get away from all this shit for a while.
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Thank you, Angie - you have been truly a very good friend of mine. Thanks for everything that you did yesteday and yes, I did have fun singing together with you, Vale, and Zini. It was such a lovely night though it was quite tiring.. I had fun with all of you and we shall do it again very soon. Vale has really impressed me with his singing skills but I believe I am not that bad either! =P
Not forgetting too, Gajana - Thanks for the calls all the way from Hamburg.. it means a lot to me. I will be OK soon and I am looking forward to seeing you very soon, if not in GSD!
And.. and ..also, thanks to my newly-found friend, you have been talking to me all this while when I am sad and thanks for making time to accompany me as well. You are a good friend and rest assured that I will be there for you whenever you are feeling down - just like how you have been there for me.. Thanks, really! =)
Oh, I have just been informed that I am chosen to be part of the Earthwatch BAT Borneo programme which is a week away from now.. What is it all about? I will blog about this in these few days, so watch this space! There are lotsa preparations to be done - from the accomodation to the flight booking!! Argghh!! I am very excited about it but at the same time, I am worried because of my level of fitness...
Fingers crossed that I will be able to survive this programme..
Till my next post.
Adios!~
Life is not a bed of roses and I totally understand that but what has happened to me is just amazingly unbelievable. I have told myself not to whine anymore for one should take 100% full responsibility of his/her life - Therefore, I am now doing whatever that I can now to make things happen and I will not give up easily. I allowed myself to be in the depression mode for one day and I want to get over it ASAP!
Yesterday was indeed a crazy day for me - Feeling sad, depressed, down, angry, frsutrated, demotivated, and etc.. I was staying back at home due to a few reasons and one of them was because I was sick! Fuk it man, I was down with sorethroat and flu! It could be due to the sleepless night!
It is times like this when you finally realise how some of your friends are really close to you and care a lot about you too. Knowing that I hadn't had lunch, Angie came to accompany me for a quick lunch around my area and made sure I felt OK with whatever that just happened. She later arranged a karaoke session for me so that I could get away from all this shit for a while.
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Just want to shout this out to all of them who stand by me when I need them the most!!!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Thank you, Angie - you have been truly a very good friend of mine. Thanks for everything that you did yesteday and yes, I did have fun singing together with you, Vale, and Zini. It was such a lovely night though it was quite tiring.. I had fun with all of you and we shall do it again very soon. Vale has really impressed me with his singing skills but I believe I am not that bad either! =PNot forgetting too, Gajana - Thanks for the calls all the way from Hamburg.. it means a lot to me. I will be OK soon and I am looking forward to seeing you very soon, if not in GSD!
And.. and ..also, thanks to my newly-found friend, you have been talking to me all this while when I am sad and thanks for making time to accompany me as well. You are a good friend and rest assured that I will be there for you whenever you are feeling down - just like how you have been there for me.. Thanks, really! =)
Oh, I have just been informed that I am chosen to be part of the Earthwatch BAT Borneo programme which is a week away from now.. What is it all about? I will blog about this in these few days, so watch this space! There are lotsa preparations to be done - from the accomodation to the flight booking!! Argghh!! I am very excited about it but at the same time, I am worried because of my level of fitness...
Fingers crossed that I will be able to survive this programme..Till my next post.
Adios!~
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